Chapter 92(Yachubeka) I woke up in hospital with an oxygen mask and my head was heavy as if there was a big Rock placed ontop of it.I looked around and there was my mom sitting on a chair.She was sleeping and I removed my oxygen mask.. Me: *husky voice*mama.. Mom:hmm,Thando ur awake..Nurse... She called the nurse and the nurse came and did some check ups whats so ever and she went out and came with the doctor.That one,who is he konje?dr Khumalo or whatsoever dont remember him but the one who talks and walks like a gay.. Dr:goodmorning Me:morning Dr:how are you feeling? Me:good Dr:So my dear,what caused you to overdose? Me:.... Dr:do you want mama to go out? Me:. *shook my head* Dr:k then,tell me so that we can get you help Me:.... Mama:Talk phela Thando Dr:well she will tell us or you when she is ready.But then we managed to drain out all the pills before they did any damage to her and the baby.What really happened? Mom:baby? *I closed my eyes,I couldnt believe this,...me a baby?im preggies?no ways*.. Dr:Yes she is one month and 2 weeks pregnant.Did she had a fight with her bf? Mom:I didnt even know that she is pregnant Dr: ohw me and my big mouth,but please dont shout at her until she is 100%okay nhe,we dont want her to feel like she isnt loved Mom:I will do so Dr:so tell me what happened? Mom:I was going to cook food around 4am like I usually do,The lights in the kitchen were on and I thought she was there studying but didnt see her.I continued cooking and her father went into her room to look for a soup and found her facing down on the floor with bubbles in her mouth *sniffs* Dr: *he wrote something down*..did you see anything unusual the whole day? Mom:she was a bit down and angry and she even showed me a pic o a gun and said it looks good.I told her not to do anything stupid but she never listened tome.. Dr:K its fine,we will get her help,and does she attend he sessions? Mom:which sessions? Dr:she was told to go see a Therapist cuz she is mentally disturbed.. Mom:I dont know anything about that Dr:k then,come and I will explain everything to you.. They went out and my heart froze,everything froze.I wanted to run away..My mom left her bag there and I reached out for it and damn man I was in pain.I almost killed myself,not only me but my baby also..Chineke!!!I looked inside the bag and my phones were there and I was online mo whatsapp.Clearly my mom read all the messages there was no use to delete them..As I was browsing thru my fb Lebo called me.. Me:Hello *sleepy tone* Lebo:hello skatie,how are you?are you fine? Me:yea,ngkhuluma naban? Lebo:Lebo *she called me with a number I ddnt know* Me: oh my friend how are you shem Lebo:Im good,hhay man Thando whats wrong please dont tell me you drank all those pills Me:relax I didnt Lebo:really? Me:im not that stupid Lebo:k love,yoh I almost got a heart attack.I was even crying :v Me:nah Im fine babe just sleepy Lebo:k babe let them be yeva,they are not worth it me:amen to that Lebo:amen babe i have to run now,im glad ur okay Me:thanks for caring skatie Lebo:pleasure bye.. We hung up.I couldnt tell her that I did it yoh,didnt wanna hurt her.The fact that I was pregnant made me sick...I hated Linda..My mom came back with the Dr.I could tell that she wanted to cry Dr:Yah so we will discharge her on monday cuz we have to take a closer look on her Mom:she is writing her final exam 2mw Dr:eish well I guess we will have to discharge her now,..but please take care of her Mom:I will.. He made me sign some papers and I was discharged.Mom was quiet,we went to spar where Thabo works and I was left in the car and she bought pies but I was craving for a pizza..We got home and I took a bath and then slept.Later my mom came into my room and had a lil talk with me and she wanted me to tell Thabo that she wanna talk to him.. Me:Hi,u offa nini mom wanna tok to you.. He read the message and he never replied.I deleted his number,his out of my life... *Goodmorning,have a blessed day* and I wont be posting kakhulu vandag im writing 2mrw my last paper then everyday I promise you I shall post until you feel bored
Posted on: Sun, 23 Nov 2014 08:07:53 +0000