Chapter 93 Ebengasakhathazekanga u mama ondizalayo, notata ondizalayo... Umamazala no tatazala including uZoli but ke ndabaxelela ba ndizophinde ndifunde nditsho ndiye kengoku kwi graduation... They were not convinced buy hey bamkela qha... Ubomi after school, Job hunting and being pregnant was not easy at all... Yayaphi kanti lanto yoba xa uphuma eskolweni ungena emsebenzini?... Unyaka ubingu 2006 ndina 22 years a mother to a 3 year old daughter and pregnant for a 2nd child tsie and blessed with a loving, caring, sweet and supportive husband and parents. Yintoni enye ebendiyifuna ku Thixo?... Ngumsebenzi... Inzima into yokufuna umsebenzi bendithenga I news papers oko no Zoli endithumelela xa kukho into ndi apply ke ndiye e town e post office ndiyo post, I cv funeka ndiyenze oko photocopying besede ndingathi ndiyaziwa e police station xa ndiyo certify... Ezinye bezithi if khange u phonelwe after 30 or 60 or 90 days yazi ba your application ayikho successful so bendilinda nam after postind ndine themba loba ndizobizwa noba kukwenye yezi bendifake kuzo... Bendi 8 months pregnant ndisemzini, Zoli ebebuya every weekend azosi checker ba sinjani na, bendingase ndiihambe naye ndiyohlala e flatini klok apha ekhaya bekufuneka ndizicenge noba ndidiniwe ndenze umsebenzi not that bendithunywa but kuba ndingumfazi bendiba nentloni zokuhlala phantsi imini yonke, mama ebethanda ke ukuthi mandiphumle uzozenza ezinto zalapha endlini ndiphumle nje kancinci ndiphinde ke nam. Beku Thursday uZoli ezobuya nge following day Una ebe excited ngoba bendimxelele utata uzobuya nam bendi excited into yokuhlala emakhaya kaloku uye ukhumbule ne pizza le... Kaloku bendiqala ukuhlala emzini oko ndatshata bendingumntwana weskolo ngoku inyanga ziyi 6 oko ndingunomakhaya... Before ndiyolala bendiziva man ba andikho right kodwa andatsho nto, bendingafuni ukuba ndisenzela abantu abadala I worry ngento engekhoyo... Ndangena e roomin bendiphethe amanzi ashushu ke nge 10L bendizohlamba , ndathela ke ekomini ndathatha izinto zam zovasa, ikom bendiyibeke phezu kwesitulo kaloku ukugoba bekungekho lula tu... Ndavasa ubuso ndithe xa ndibosula kwakhona a sharp pain apha ezantsi esiswini, ndayeka ukuvasa kancinci bendifuna ukuyimamela kakuhle lento kodwa kwathi cwaka. Ndaqhubeka ke ndavasa ndagqiba ndathambisa I blue seal ibingu July and kubanda so bendifuna ukufudumala... U Una ebesele elele ndangena ecaleni kwakhe ndamphuza emlonyeni nchoo she was soo cute man itwana zikamama... We decided ba singayixelelwa I gender yomntwana lo ungaphakathi besifuna ibeyi surprise... Ndaya ethongoland ngoko nangoko... Ndethuke nditshiswa ngumchamo ngendlela engaqhelekanga, ndavuka ndayothatha into yokuchamela yhoo ebengapheli ke lomchamo this time, ndahlala ke kwade kwathi nqam... Ndabuyela ebedin xa ndiqala uphakamisa unyawo ndizokhwela kwatsho I cramps emazantsi esisu, this time bezingayeki zathso kabuhlungu... Ndathatha iphone yam ndaphonela u Zoli... Ixesha ke ibingo 00:13, wayibamba uZoli iphone esidaleni Zoli: Ncumolwam ikhona ingxaki? Me: ingathi ndiyalunywa Zoli: umxelele umama? Me: ndonqina ubavusa... Wabeka phantsi uZoli... Ndithe ndisaxakwe yileyo hayibo uZoli wandi qawula, ndaphindamphonela yandifaka kwi voicemail... Yatsho I pain ndehlika ebedini ndaguqa phantsi ngamadolo... Ncumokazi... Ibingumama, ndagaqa ndayovula emnyango intlungu bezisithso hayi nje kancinci kengoku... Mama: kwenzekani kanti?... Kutheni ungandivusi nje ndide ndiphonelwe ngu Zolisa... Bendingekaphenduli...You are bleeding Ncumo wandibamba ezama ukundiphakamisa ebengazi noba makathini nam ke phof bendixakiwe ndacothoza ndayonxiba I gown umama ebephumile wabuya. Mama: masihambe sisi siye emotweni... Ebendibambile sahamba sayongena emotwenini umama wandibhinqisa ingubo... Yahamba imoto bekuthuleki endleleni umama emane endibuza ba ndiziva njani, safika esbhedlele, i medical card ka Zoli nge luck ibikhona so siye sangeniswa mna ndalaliswa ebedin yaqhutywa utata washiyeka etafileni inoba ebebhalisa... Bendi sopha ngamandla kengoku, umama bamvalela ngaphandle xa ndingeniswa, bebethethela phezulu, ikhona into e wrong ngam noba bendingava ba bathini... Into endiyiikhumbulayo bendifakwa I drip emva koko andazi kwenziwantoni... Ndavuka ndise theatre ndifakwe ne oxygen ne drip... Emva kwexesha ndivukile ndiye ndakhumbula ba kwenzeke ntoni... icacile moss ba qho ndizobeleka before time and ndizobeleka nge operation... Ndiye ndahlala nje ndangashukumi kwangena u gqirha... Dr: ude wavuka wandiphatha phatha wandikhupha ne oxygen apha emnlonyeni kwashiyeka I drip, ndizokubizela o sister bakukhuphe bakuse kula ward ... Waphuma... emva komzuzu kwangena obhuti ababini nomntu ongu sisi bandiqhuba bandisa kwelinye igumbi... Bendingxamele ukubona umntwana wam mna qha ... Sister: sizongenisa I family yakho ke sisi... Waphuma... Emva kwexesha kwangena u Mama no Zoli... Yhuu ufike nini ngoku utata wabantwana bam. Zoli: hello Ncumo... Wandincamisa ebunzi. Mama: uzivanjani sisi? Me: ndi dudekile nje mama but ndizoba ryt Mama: kungcono ke sisi Me: uyintoni umntwana? Mama: umntwana didnt make it Tolokazi ... Ibingumfana me: hayi mama nditsho lona wam, thetha tatakaUna Zoli: Im sorry baby... Waphefumla amehlo ebenenyembezi... We lost him... walila uZolisa... Me: Im so sorry TatakaUna... Its my fault Mama: how can you say that Ncumo... Its not your fault sisi Deep down bendiyazi ba yi fault ekuqaleni zange ndimfune lomntwana ndisithi noba angafa and ngoku ndiyamthanda uThixo undinika lento bendiyicele ekuqaleni... Bendizizonda, ndacela uZoli no Mama uba baphume ndikhe ndishiyeke ndodwa... Ndafumana ixesha lokukhala ndithandaza ndicela uxolo kutata uYehova...
Posted on: Tue, 15 Jul 2014 16:18:38 +0000
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