Chris Baxter Your cousin is now driving. I know that you are his special guardian angel. You may have a little overtime work on that lol. Last night as we celebrated Dylans birthday, we were missing 3 important people in our lives. You, daddy in heaven and Charlee. I know if you were here with us still, she would have had her smiling little face in our pictures. She would have been allowed to get into the cake if she had wanted to. All the little things you do to spoil our precious babies. I could just see you standing there holding her in your arms and the pride that would have been on your face. You would have been telling Dylan what not to be doing when driving. You know, all the things you probably did. We still feel your and daddys absence from our lives so badly. I went by your grave on Wednesday after going to the doctor. I visit you every chance I get. This is the place I feel closest to you because I know your body is there. Oh how I wish I could hug, kiss and tell you I love you face to face just one more time. I know I will get to meet you again some day. I know it will be a joyous day indeed. Breezy has started basketball practice. I am looking forward to the season beginning. It gives me something to look forward to. She did great on her report card and I am so proud of her grades even with the stress of missing you constantly on her mind. I just love watching your sister grow into this amazing young lady. Please continue to watch over your sister. She loves and misses you a lot. It is bleak days like today that are the hardest. At least with sunshine it isnt so bad but the dreary days of winter will be difficult. The holidays will be hard to get through but I will do the best I can. Breezy deserves me to do the best I can. There are still so many days that I am left trying to understand what has happened. My life changed in the blink of an eye and I pray for guidance each day to get through. One thing I will never forget. God is great and everything happens for a reason. For those who have lost loved ones this week, have family dealing with illness and all other issues that come up, I pray for God to give you peace. Allow Him to guide you and take your burden. I know it is easier said than done but He understands we are not perfect. Count your blessings even in your bleakest times. That is one I struggle with but will try to do. Everyone have a blessed rest of the weekend and upcoming week. May it be a great one for all. God bless. Penny
Posted on: Sun, 02 Nov 2014 01:17:46 +0000
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