Christians, please pray for my enemies, the ones who wish I had worse cancer, or the ones who fear cancer, the ones who have family with cancer which frightens them for their loved ones. Please pray that I will be strengthened and bear and tolerate this treatment of me better. Dont let it make me sicker, physically. I keep busy. I try not to feel sorry for myself, but it is pretty hard. That is not a cross from God. People tend to do that when others treat them with coldness. Throwing myself into volunteer work, abusing myself by giving all my money , letting them experiment on me to get them to like me, or to forgive me for being ill physically, and wearing sackcloth and ashes will not help or make God look a bit better. Jusyt pray for them that they will be corrected by God, get their feelings right. I dont want them afflicted or punished, I want them to know the Lord. I am competing with no one for anything. I truly am no threat to anyone for anything. I want nothing you have. I am not in the marriage or meat market. I am not a job threat. You will get this apartment when I am dead or move. I am not out to destroy anyone, but people should not do these things to others. I wrong no one. I am sorry if you thought I bought the Sunbird on credit and kept the tible from me. I did not buy the Sunbird on Credit, every dime of it came from hard earned savings and the transmission came from that also. I have not led anyone astray ever, not ever on purpose. I was not wearing tube tops, I merely bought them to sleep in due to my home I was buying being almost unbearable hot in the summer , and that, my home which I loved so much, too was bought the DP with hard earned savings which was costly to my health. I was making payments after making a big downpayment from my savings. I guess it was essential to get all my hard earned savings because I was not to leave with all that money which I scrimped and saved, every dime of it but five hundred, at that time was from wages, savings. I hardly had any bills when I began to buy my home and car years and years ago, but I had a huge savings account. I paid very low rent to my sister and was able to save. I ate junk I should not have ate to save so I would NOT EVER BE HOMELESS AND BEATEN UPA GAIN OR ATTACKED AGAIN. Please pray for all the ones involved that their hearts will be changed, touched by knowledge of the Lord and his teachings. I did not wrong anyone. I lied on no one, certainly not my parents, not ever. I loved them very much . I lied on no siblings. I have been told things that anyone, anyone would have repeated to clarify or verify is this true? I do not know, to this date, if these things are true or not. Pray for Gods will.
Posted on: Sun, 14 Dec 2014 20:06:01 +0000
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