Confession #138: Im slowly giving up hope on being able to form meaningful relationships. Whenever I try to get close to someone, either they realize that Im not what they thought I was, or I end up hurting them in my lack of empathy and interpersonal clumsiness. Ive tried everything, but at this point, I dont even trust myself to talk to anyone new. I already know how it ends: more disappointment pain. The people who I thought might eventually be my friends have either lost interest or have an extremely low concept of me. I can feel their judgement. They dont take me seriously as a person anymore. I didnt have any friends before college, and it seems like that hasnt changed. I left home to escape the rubble of all my failed attempts and the people I let down, but theres one person you just cant run away from.
Posted on: Mon, 03 Feb 2014 06:10:38 +0000
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