Confession #314 Confessor:- Guys. The Creator’s Myth. Time: 10 a.m, Several years ago. Place: CSC ‘’So,why did you joined CSC?’’ ‘’Mmh? ‘’ *in a louder tone* ‘’So,why joined you CSC madam’?’’ ‘’To woo one guy here.’’ I replied. All of them erupted with laughter. So did I. “ Nice joke.’’ Another girl added. You have no idea. I thought. ‘’So,you studied abroad and joined ‘This’ company uh? You must be mad.‘’ another colleague of mine voiced out. Maybe he was right. I probably am mad. It all dated back to the incident before I joined CSC. Venue: Friend’s place. (Before joining years ago) Time: Around 4 p.m. ‘’Who was he?’’ I enquired. ‘’The one in purple kurta? Yes ‘’Cha,Love failure.’’ ‘’Ahan? Tell me.’’ So,I came to know that he was in love with this so called Brahmin girl who happens to be his classmate. He ended up being friend zoned by her in his college times. But she left him and got married to another rich Brahmin guy (arranged marriage) . ‘’I think I am in love with him’’ I announced. And my friend gave that look as though she is about to choke . ‘’You nuts?’’ She added uneasily. ‘’Where is he working at?’’ With a smirk on her face she enquired, ‘’Why,you gonna join there?’’ Yes! **** Place: CSC (Few months upon joining.) I tried to befriend him at first. I Still Remember The First Day I met him. We Were Too Shy To Say Much At All. Him being a little introvert towards strangers was tad awkward for me. We never went past the friendship stage. We remained distant.. Got to know that he is a little reserved type. I tried to express my feelings and get to know him. For more than twenty months. When else failed,I decided to quit my job. *** Last day @ CSC The phone rang. ‘’Yes,I’m on my way’’ Lets meet up for the very last time,I said. I went to the coffee shop nearby and waited. 10 minutes passed by then… my best friend came. ‘’So,you’re going now?’’ ‘’Yea.’’ ’’Hmm,told him yet?’’ ‘’No’’. ‘’Huh! Why?’’ ‘’How to?? I saw you once and I am deeply in love with you? This is pathetic’’ ‘’You could at least try. He will never know then.’’ ‘’He needs not to know.’’ ‘’Wait..why?’’ ‘’Yes,I was in love with the way he loved that girl. I wanted to be that Brahmin girl. To love him like I’ve never loved anyone.’’ I murmured. ‘’I never knew. This much of… Shit! Why didn’t you tell him?’’ “I can’t. Not yet. Not now!’’ “He will never reject you,no one will be able to love him like y.. .’’ She was on the verge on tears and her words never got completed. Just as my one sided love. “I’ve got to go now. Flight. Bye’’. And I was holding back my tears just as her. Date: 13th march, today. Venue: Home. It is 13th March today. All those memories are lingering on my mind,the ones I have kept with me since the day I joined CSC, good memories and bad ones. Including my failed attempt to open up my love towards him. Memories. Everywhere. Back to my old life. I forgot,it’s his birthday!! He will be turning 25 today. Happy birthday!! May God bless you. Of all those things I never told to him about, this write up of mine shall continue to speak till my last breath. My Name? Just Someone. Admin:- Love gives pleasure! Untold Love/One-sided Love gives more pleasure! :-)
Posted on: Thu, 13 Mar 2014 09:45:32 +0000
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