Confession #493 (A Great Lesson) An example and lesson for the - TopicsExpress



          

Confession #493 (A Great Lesson) An example and lesson for the youth Salam... This is my real life story...i got admitted in univ in 2004...i was one of the prominent person in our class...on the third day of our classes wen even we did nt knw the names of our teachers..she called me by name..she was one of the most attractive and decent girls of our uni..soon i stareted feeling for her..we used to have study discussions on and off...time went on and we were in our fifth semester..these days i was so much obsesed with her that i decided to act...she knew that i was frm a good family and a decent guy. When i approached her and asked her for email id tht i wana talk smething she replied say it here...i told i cant tell here..then she replied tht we hve been knowing each other since three years and say it here...i told ke no i cant say here..she replied i cant give u i.d ..then i walked away...this was our last day b4 vacations..mine and her friends could sense that we both were upset but nobody had any idea ke wat happened...after that we did nt talk to each other... she had an idea of wat type of islamic enivornment i like in coz of my chit chat with teachers..soon it was our last semester...she had totally changed, she would fully cover herself in abaya and only her eyes could be seen...she now used to have quran tafseers..she was totally changed...i dont know it was for me or it was her own transformation..but i our last semester i unintentionally talked to her...after that during whole semester she would try to search for reason to talk to me...soon our last semester ended..every body was sad...i was even more sad coz i stood nowhere..i was in hope..but nothing happened..on the final day of our viva i saw her with her other friend...we talked..i asked ke masters b yahan se karlo..she replied nahi yaar ami abu ghar sy nikal denge lol...after that our i got admitted in same uni for masters...i was absolutly hopeless regarding her and surrendered to my family for marriage..i was very punctual to uni..one day i was absent frm uni..and day after my frend told that she visited uni...she met us and asked about u..i was literaly kicking myself..oske baad i heared ke she got married too..now couple of weeks ago i was with my wife i hospital. And i saw her...she was with her kid and hubby and i was with wife... We both saw each other but yet ignored each other. but all my memories, love,affection and care sparked once again. I sometimes still think may be she was wanting to hear those words rite infront with my eyes in her eyes..may be she totally transformed herself just coz of me...may be came to uni just for me to ask me to propose her or else she would get married to some one else...but may be all these are my misunderstandings.. ALLAH knows..finally I would advise all you that everything gets settled down by itself and concentrate on ur studies .
Posted on: Mon, 08 Dec 2014 05:14:33 +0000

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