Confession#543 (suggestions please) heres my statement, its abit lengthy and complicated, well to honest it took me alot of time to confess, which am not really good at. this confession is for my self to placate, i have seen plenty of people having relationships, initially everything goes perfectly furious.in this progress they will be so anxious to endure everything the way they want, after a period everything dies, the state of uneasiness starts,everything looks a part of lust. my point isnt of culpability may be its just the way i am supposing stuff, anyways i was really interested in a girl at school time class 10. she was having the allureness which was more than enough for me.. i thought of waiting after knowing stuff about relationships that stuff gets weird with time and nothing lasts forever. i waited i was just collecting the info from different sources as i was interested, in this whole interval of time i never spoke to her on any unrequired issue beside that i was dear to some of my teachers and so was she, so we had to interact with each other some times in a while on different conversation keeping a mount Everest on the feeling... which I was good at.. then came the duration of college .. i was in PAF also known as fazaia and she was there at some other college which i think i should inevite to type, it might cause complications ...i came across the journey of life and now am medical student. a month ago i came to know that one of her causin was interested in her and they went to talk to there family and things are decided, theyll get engaged after an year. but am pretty sure here that shes not interested, cox of those thoughts about lust and shit i lost her or am gona lose her i dont know am completely mindless when it comes to this solution..i can talk with her if i want.. but what shall i say? what I shouldnt? would there be any benefits? or it will cause problems for her? the way is going to be hard but what about the destination? she appears nearly 3 Times a week in my dreams. i dont have any bad intentions towards her. i think i shall call it love now just have a single picture of her, thats what all i have.. your suggestions are valueable.am curious more for her than my self. i dont want to disrespect her.... thank you guys..
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 14:26:42 +0000
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