Confession #99 I have been through extreme hell my entire life. - TopicsExpress



          

Confession #99 I have been through extreme hell my entire life. At 6 years old my grandfather molested me while i was sleeping next to my sister at my grandmothers house. And for years he has been trying to do it again. I dont even visit my grandmother anymore because of him. At 12 i met a 15 year old boy and fell in love. We began dating when i turned 13 and at 14 i moved in with him. But I completely regret that now. After 6 months of living together he started beating me senseless. I had 3 fractured ribs, busted lip, black eye, broken nose, and he even stabbed me in my back with a swiss army knife. This has been going on for 3 years. I eventually turned to naurcatics to end my life and found myself addicted. After the 4th year of being together he cheated on me with my ex best friend and got her pregnant. I left him for good and moved on. I am now dating a guy who i recently lived with but our landlord needed our apartment. He also cheated on me with my best friend twice and with his ex girlfriend. Now he is being faithful because i have been having miscarriages. His family would tell him he has a problem and needs to fix them before he tries to fix things with me. But things have gotten rough only because i cannot trust him. But now i am 2 years sober from naurcatics, i am going to therapy to help cope with all that has happened to me. I have tried to get over several things but for the sake of my relationship, my family, my life i want to fix who i am as a person and feel stronger and better about myself. Im 20 years old now
Posted on: Wed, 14 Aug 2013 05:57:14 +0000

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