Confession No - 2027. Hey people of Bilaspur... Plz help me... I really need your suggestions.. My story is little long but plz read it once.... Guys i m f/19 ... When i was a kid mere mom dad mughe bahot daatte the to mughe laga they dont love me... My friends use to tell that jinko gher me pyar Ni milta usko bahar se pyar milta h... I truly believed that statement.. When i was i 7th one of my classmate proposed me... I never loved him, but 2 of my friends scared me saying that he will die if i dont accept him...i was very much afraid so accepted his proposal... But Mai usk sath relationship me Ni rehna chahti Thi... Islie i took stand for me ND to end up this i tied rakhi ... Then all that ended... When i was in 9th Mai apni cousin k martige me gaithi waha ek boy mere piche par Gaya nd proposed me i thaought her boy ek jaisa Ni hota isliy accepted his proposal.. Jaise he Maine uska proposal accept kiya usne kaha he wanted to kiss me... Ye sab mere sath pehle kabhi Ni Hua Tha so Mai der gayi mughe laga he wanted to use me or mughe bahot uncomfortable feel hone laga to ½ hours me Maine usse call back Ker k bola Ki Mai Ni rehna chahti coz i m not comfortable with him... Is terah mera second relationship end Hua then when i was in 10th mere gher me mari cousin rehti Thi usne mughe ek ek boy se baat keraya nd that boy also piche prr Gaya mere cousin se Maine pucha to usne bola Ki ha bol du to Maine bol Diya.. That boy always talked about physical relationship nd mughe acha Ni lgta Tha.. To Maine usse manna kiya to bolta bf gf k beech aise baat bas hoti h to again i broke up with him... When i was in 11th one of my prposed me i thought i knew him for four years so he will not make me feel uncomfortable so i accepted his proposal nd he betrayed me.. VO ek sath do gf chala raha Tha... So i broke up with him too.. ND i decided no more love... I never felt any thing for all of them...when i was in 12th for the first time i really felt for someone... He proposed me ND. I was like i the 7sky .. I accepted his proposal,,, tat day committed to myself that ye mera last love h .. Mai ussr truly love kerne lagi nd in Oct i accepted his proposal but apna past chupa k mughe acha Ni lg raha Tha nd..mai apne relationship Ki starting sach se kerna chah rahi Thi so i told everything about my past nd accepted me .. But after few weeks his behavior started to change... VO mughse bahot rudely behare kerne laga mughe gandi gandi galiya deta Tha mughe damki deta Tha Ki agar Mai kabhi usko chorne k baare me sochi to gher ghus k pitega... ND Mai usko time pass ban k rahi.. Jb tk usko dusri gf Ni mil jati... One week usne isi terah bahot rulaya .. I had no one jisse may apni feeling share keru then again he started changing his behavior vo mughse ache se baat kerne laga to mughe laga vo really mughse pyar kerta h... Hamare relationship ko ko dekhte dekhte 2 saal beet Gaye.. Is beech hamare beech me bhi bahot sari fights nd ek dure ko mana patana sab Hua ... ND ek din ussne mugh per hath uthaya usne mughe 2 slaps kiye.. Mere galti ye Thi Ki mera no. Bat Gaya Tha... Mai sach me apna no. Kisi ko Ni de Thi... Fir bhi mughe maar peri... Jab uska gussa shant Hua to vo mughse maafi mang raha Tha bola Ki vo mugh per kabhi haath Ni uthana chahta Tha ... Ye bol k vo mughse maafi mangne laga apne aap aap ko ye bol k maarne laga Ki.. VO mugh pr hath kaise utha sakta h..mai der gayi Thi bahot jada... ND Maine socha vo really guilty h .. Dobara isa Ni kerega.. After some again usne mere sath aisa he kiya.. BAs tarika alag thha us din humlog energy park Gaye the.. Group me to vo mughe group se alag ho k usk sath chalne bola to Maine kaha Ki group me aaye h to group me ghumte sab Ni to bura man jayenge... To group me to aa Gaya but mughe ignore kerne laga.. Chalte chale Mai thak gayi Thi mera pair pain kerne laga to Mai baith gayi .. To vo mugh per bharak utha ye bolne laga Ki... Ab kyo baith gayi Hu.. ND gari Ki keys mugh pr fak Diya ... Fir gher jayenge bole to us time. Public me mughe bura bhala bolna start Ker Diya... I was like wats happening to me nd my life.. Gher aaye frnd k vaha .. Vaha jab uska gussa shant Hua to fir maafi manga nd Maine maaf Ker Diya... Kl 5-7-2014 ko usne mughper halth uthaya meresir per chot aa gayi h... Meri galti Mai usko bahot miss Ker rahe Thi nd meri usse baat Ni ho pa rahi Thi is fb pe dusre boys se baat Ker rahe Thi.. Fb pe bhi Mai un boys logo se uskbare me he baat Ker rahi Thi Thai i was really missing him .. ND Mai bahot pyar kerti Hu yahi bol rahi. Thi but ussne mugh per hath uthaya... ND Abhi just morning me call liya Tha ye puch,e k liye Ni Ki Mai kaisi Hu but ye puchne k liye Ki mere pas paise h kya usko chahiye... Guys Mai kya keru kuch samagh Ni aa raha.. VO mughe physical relationship k kiye bola Maine vo bhi kiya takii vo mughe na chore.. Taki usko really believe ho jaye Ki.. Mai really usse pyar kerti Hu... Mai usko apna sab kuch de chuki Hu vo jab paise manga Maine paise Diya jb physical hona chala Maine kiya... Taki vo mere se achhe se baat kere.. Maine aaj tak usse kuch Ni manga... Dusre couples ko ache se rehte hue dekhti Hu to bahot jealousy. Hoti h.. Ki kya mere pass aisa pyar Ni h.. Kyo Ni h... Toot chuki Hu Puri tarah se or himmat Ni h mere pass kya keru kuch samagh Ni aa raha.. Plz suggest me frnds.. Mai kya kya keru ussne to valentine dag bhi Ni chora ... Us din bhi mughe rulaya... Us much per ye injam laga Diya Ki .. Mai usk frnd or usk frnd gf ka relationship torna chahte Thi bol .. VO log ler liye the to Mai he un dono ko manayi... Sath payi boli Ki valentines day k din to km se km pyar se rahe lakin fir bhi mugh pdr vaisa injam laga Diya...us din Mai depression me as k apna hath kaat li Thi to mere hath me patti bandha nd mughse maafi manga ... Lakin kl his reason k liye usne mere sath aisa kiya mughe acha Ni lg raha h.. Mugh samagh Ni aa raha itna sab hone h baad bhi kya mughe relationship continued kerna chahiye or usko or ek moka Dena chahiye ya fir mughe break up Ker Lena chahiye.. Ya fir suicide Ker Lena. Chahiye... Plz help guys... Plz.. Admin - Mai aapke confession ko pura padha, itna samhaj aa gaya ki aapke saath kafi bura hua. Aapko break up kar lena cahiye. Aur mai aapko bahut si baaten bataunga jisse aapko future mai ek bhi problem nai hogi. Mera facebook account isi page mai mention hai profile mai aap mujhe msg karo. Aur aapko koi bhi pareshani ho ya que ho to confess karna aage uska answer bhi aapko mill jayega.
Posted on: Sun, 06 Jul 2014 05:31:51 +0000
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