Confession time. Please bear (or bare) with me while I work through this, as Im (literally) in pain right now. Its been about two months since I left, and as much as I wanted to remain true, I knew that eventually I would grow weak - first in mind, then in body - and eventually the passion would draw me in and Id be tempted to find another. It started innocently enough - first just an occasional stalk on Facebook, then Id drive by almost daily with just a glance, then eventually a tap on the brakes before failing to muster the nerve to actually stop and say hi. Im shy that way. Ive returned home since then, and although we did it there a couple of times, I eventually came up with excuses why I couldnt, all the while thinking about new possibilities. Last Wednesday evening I finally stopped, just to say hello and shake a hand. I couldnt stay, but I knew then where it would lead. I left my number. I got a call on Thursday, but I was already on my way back to Paris to be with the family. We arranged to meet today and I couldnt stop thinking about it all weekend. Today as I grew nearer I was hesitant, but the temptation was too much. I was almost as nervous as my first time! It was long, hot, sweaty - everything I had expected - though Id be lying if I said I enjoyed it while I was doing it - but afterward, I felt tired but rejuvenated! How long will this guilt last? Youll always be my first. Heck, I dont even know if this one is right or if it will last more than a week or so, but I know I have to move on. Youll be fine without me. Im sure Ill come back to town on occasion and we can do it again, just for old times sake - if youll still have me. I know it wont be the same, but itll still be that same mix of both pleasure and pain! I miss you and will always love you, Crossfit Paris, but I have a new box in my life, for now. See you tomorrow, Crossfit 105 - if I can move my legs again, by then! #crossfitparistx #wodfathers
Posted on: Tue, 07 Oct 2014 01:27:12 +0000
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