Craigy I sang this song to you 3 months after the new year of 2014 when I was begging you to fight and fight and FIGHT that you were always a fighter to just keep fighting.i didnt know that you where already gone I thought that MIRCLE was gonna come and save MY HERO,MY BROTHER,MY TEDDY RUMSKIN BEAR,MY PROTECTOR,MY LIFE WELL AS YOU AND I BOTH KNOW THAT DIDNT HAPPENED WHY WOULD HAVE IT HAPPENED THAT WOULDVE BEEN EASY AND WITH OUR FAMILY THINGS TO GO THAT EASY FOR US JUST UNFORTUNATELY NOTHING EVER GOES EASY OR THE WAY WE WANT IT FOR SOME EFFED UP REASON WE BEGGED WE PRAYED, WE CRIED,WE LAUGHED WITH YOU YOUUU CRAIGY YOU TO TRY AND GET YOU TO SAY JUST O ANYTHINGG WOULDVE BEEN GREAT BUT AGAIN THAT DIDNT HAPPEN I LOST MY BROTHER,THE ONE WHO TAUGHT ME HIS BABYSISTER TO ICE SKATE WHO TRIED TO SAVE HIS BABYSISTER A MILLION AND TEN THOUSAND TIMES YOU WOULD DRIVE AROUND EVERYWHERE EVERY CITY TO JUST FIND ME NOT TO GET MAD AT ME BUT JUST TO SEE THAT IM ALIVE,AND IT FRIGGEN KILLS ME SOOO BAD THAT I COULDNT SAVE YOU MY BIG BROTHER,MY FATHER FIGURE,MY HERO,MY LIFE,JUST REMEMBER MY BROTHER,MY TEDDY RUMSKIN BEAR,IM ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU 24/7 YOU NEVERRR LEAVE MY HEAD NEVER I MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EVERY MINUTE OF EVERYDAY,I CANT BE WITHOUT YOU ANYMORE I KNOW THEY SAY YOUR IN HAPPY PLACE NOW AND WHERE I AM IS HELL IT SOUNDS GOOD BUT YOUR HAPPY PLACE WAS HOME WITH US YOUR BEAUTIFUL FAMILY IF I HAD TO PICK ONE WISH AND THAT WISH CAME TRUE IT WOULD BE FOR YOU TO WALK THROUGH THE DOIRS OUR HOME WERE OUR MAMA BEAR (as you would say )BROUGHT US UP AND GAVE US THE BEST LIFE THAT SHE COULD POSSIBLE DO SO TO ME I DONT WANNA CELEBRATE NEW YEARS I DIDNT EVEN WANT TO CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS I CRIED EVERY CHANCE THAT I GOT TO GET TO JUST BE OUTSIDE BY MYSELF BUT I KNOW YOU AND NANA WANTED US TO KEEP THE TRANSITION GOING AND THAT WE DID BUT IT STILL WAS AWFULLL:( AND I ALSO HAD TO MAKE IT THE BEST I COULD FOR MY BABY BOY YOUR LIL BUDDY YOUR BABY MONKS YOUR TYTY,WHO LOOKS OMG SOOO MUCH LIKE YOU IM SO BLESSED TO ATLEAST HAVE THAT! I GET TO SEE YOUR FACIAL EXPRESSION ON OUR TYTYS FACE EVERY SINGLE DAY A HUGE MIX OF YOU AND CHRIS!;) I LOVE AND MISS YOU SOO MUCH BRO TILL NO END AND TILL WE MEET AGAIN... HAS FOR NEW YEARS THERE IS NO SUCH THING TO ME ANYMORE SINCE I LOST YOU MY BROTHER,MY NANA AND MY CHRIS BUT I DO HOPE THIS YEAR I DONT LOOSE ANYMORE PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS CRIAGY KEEP WATCHING OVER MAMA SHE MISSES HER BABY BOY SOO MUCH SHES NOT THE SAME MAMA THAT WE ALL KNOW AND. I DONT EXPECT HER TO BE BUT I DO WANT HER TO TAKE CARE. OF HERSELF BETTA!! GIVE US A SIGN OF YOU TODAY OR TOMORROW I KNOW YOUR WITH US EVERY MINUTE OF EVERYDAY AS WE ARE WITH YOU BUT SHOW ME THAT I WANT A SIGN YOU HEAR ME I LOVE YOU MY BIG BROTHER,MY TEDDY RUMSKIN,MY HERO, MY GURADIAN ANGEL,MY LIFE!! AND YOUR NEPHEW/ YOUR LIL BUDDY YOUR BABY MONKS LOVES AND MISSES YOU SO MUCH HE ALWAYS ASKS FOR YOU HE WANTED TO STOP AT THE DUNKS RIGHT BY WHERE YOUR RESTING AND TUTY SAID I WANT A DOUNUT SO WE STOP HE GOT THE ONE THAT HE USUALLY GETS HE TOOK ONE BITE AND WHEN WE PULLED UP TO YOUR RESTING GROUND TYLER SAID TO ME AND MAMA THAT I WANTED THIS DOUNUT FOR UNCKE CRAIG HES HUNGRY SO HE REALLY TRULEY HAD THAT ALL PLANNED IN HIS LITTKE HEAD WE CAME BACK THE NEXT DAY HE GOES MAMA UNCLE CEG ATE HIS DOUNUT I SAID HIS HAWK CAME DOWN AND GRABBED UNCLES DOUNUT AND BROUGHT IT UP TO HEAVEN FOR HIM HE WAS SOOO HAPPY I KNOW YOU SEE ALL AND I KNOW YOU DEFIANTLY GOT A KICK OUTTA THAT ONE OKAY BRO I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU AND AGAIN IIIIIIII LOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVEEEEEE YOOOOOUUUUUU XOXO GIVE NANA DEE AND CHRIS AND NELLI A BIG KISS FOR ME AND GRANDPA TOO AND ALL OF OUR OTHER FLYING ANGELS TILL WE MEET AGAIN!! Craig Melanson
Posted on: Wed, 31 Dec 2014 16:53:00 +0000
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