*Crush Letter* Dear Crush. Since the day i met you, I know I like you and I know it cannot be. I suspect you like me as well and you know its impossible too. But theres something about this not-relationship that is drives me away when that someone else enters your life. Maybe I am jealous after all, but I dont have the right to call you mine. youre not mine, youre my crush. What a funny song this is. Im not saying Ill hate you, Im not saying I wont like, help or care about you, because Ive already done it without excuses and stopping right now would be hipocrytical. Im not saying Ill hide from you or your friends, Im not leaving, Im not ignoring. If ever comes a day, God forbid, that you have a problem and you need my help, Ill be there doing my best. If you ever need advice or someone to listen to whatever you have to say, you can call me and well Have you ever heard the phrase pain is inevitable, suffering is optional? Heres what happens. at this point the pain comes in and I feel bad for not being the only one that makes you laugh like that. Its okay, Im a social awkward, a bit childish and youre my crush. But if I dont stop now, the suffering will start and thats the destructive phase, when those unhelpful questions about me and my worth and my role as a good friend begin, and they never do me good. I should stop now, when only the good questions and memories are around. this no-relationship ends here and now, but only for my own good, not because of a lack of interest. Love, Dj
Posted on: Mon, 29 Dec 2014 01:31:33 +0000
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