D Day today. Ive paid my holiday in full before all this kicked - TopicsExpress

D Day today. Ive paid my holiday in full before all this kicked off. Thought I would finally get on my holiday that I cancelled last year because of chemo. Cant cancel it again as Ill not only be gutted but Ive been told if I cancel it again they wont give me any of my money back! Andorra was the best holiday Ive ever been on and it looks like I could be cancelling it for the second year in a row! Please be good news today!!!!! Radiotherapy was mentioned yesterday, now that I could cope with! Id be done and dusted by February at the latest! An op was also mentioned which is also good as I can get rid of my hernia or whatever it is in my stomach and have my flat tummy back. Providing its a short recovery of course. I really want to avoid chemo x lets hope these herbal remedies have had time to start working. XXXX meeting closes at 5 pm. I feel,sick with nerves, Ive had no sleep worrying. I look like Sean of the Dead. XXXX Im so glad I have the support of everyone on here, thank u x I can come on here and vent my anger, cry, laugh whatever I feel like on the day. Its good to know your all there. Thanks to you all, especially my amazing family and friends, and even more so to my two beautiful and wonderful children, and Kenny Bullock for having to live with me over the past two years. Helping me to fight this but having to put up with me is the hardest! Theres some amazing family and close friends too you know who u all are! I couldnt be without you xxx