DO NOT FEEL DEPRESSED AND USELESS!! Here is the poem of a depressed lady!...A must read! Waves of memories swarm my mind The vividness of faces thought forgotten Responsibility out-way fear purity of purpose that life seems to be at risk in such situation Facing the task resisting despair Return to the restful waters But first I must fight I was not ready for the darkness Drifting out towards a black sea My calls for safety fell to deaf ears and washed away by winds The warmth of the familiar can no longer be felt to my life I ache for a beacon The radiance I once knew is no more of value It is a cold and frightful world I live in now May I wake and be loved again? Can I sleep and never be wakened up or develop hopes again? The more I looked into the painting, I saw a house of many colors The more enthralled I became And there was really seem to be no place of such enchantment Is it a dream, and if it was, can I just take myself to drawn into a black sea? I must hurry before Im discovered Ive come close so many times If only I could be clever enough To smuggle the bounty to the other side How many days Id smile….. Oh it’s incredible to be with the LOVED one, but where or who! And will my love be back again And if yes, when, where, how and who.... Many things I love, want and look for The quest for a lover, money, peace, happiness, value in people and comfort The desire for being real and recognized to all people and be of positive change Is it a dream or reality, I watch to identify and wait on whoever to tell or bring it for me If He in Heaven that loves all on planet, am I also loved really? And through whom if they said Gods love passes through people No one dared looking up at me! The color of the rain brought me all to tears I entered a new era, that would have to be faced without my Hearts will Looking up always, I will still hold on looking up, He may one day be my fortress and refuge, I will stand. As they say waiting from him is for all on the earth, I will wait and look at Him too. God Hear my prayers, I wait from you God. Come to my rescue Oh God! I will stand strong. No more stress and I am strong now.
Posted on: Wed, 15 Oct 2014 16:24:13 +0000