Daily Blather: *Clementines are back in season. I will eat them till my mouth blisters, because Ive been craving them like crazy, and I need my vitamin c. yum. *I spent 6 more hours on the chandelier, or hanging lamp, whichever you prefer to call it. Lulu helped me during the last 4 hours, and I cant tell you how much I appreciate her assistance. Because of her, I will be able to complete it tomorrow. I can hardly wait. * If you order a beer salad at PF Changs, you will love it...until you realize that you were charged $7.50 for it, and it was mostly ice. Delicious, but a total rip off. *No. I cant do your hair this weekend. We have the Lovapalooza auction, and choir performance, and then Sunday I teach at church, and plan to be absolutely positively committed to spending the rest of the day decompressing from all of this stress. I am so over this whole work/stress/deadline thing. Its not paying my bills, and I like to know that I will survive. Im not being personally sustainable right now, and its so damn frustrating. I love to do volunteer work. Its my favorite. But I need a sugardaddy/momma/anonymous benefactor to make working for nothing feasible. Then next fundraiser I need to do is one for ME. But no. Having a kid means that every building you enter with your kid expects you to participate in fundraising. I havent even been able to think about all the stuff her school wants me to do. So, Im sure by the middle of next week Ill be asking you to buy more shit. Ill totally understand if you ignore me. Just know that I HAVE to beg. God forbid that our state/city/county/gov actually provide our teachers and students with everything they need. They just want to be the critic and party pooper, rather than the hero. Heroics are all up to teachers and parents and selling crap is what we have to do in order to not be stuck with whatever the greedy state gov provides. Damnit. *I need to say something nice...so I guess you should know that the tofu in the veggie peanut curry dish at PF Changs is the best tofu that Ive ever tasted. * Just to be clear about my frustration, I like the work, I love the school, I love my church. I just really hate asking anyone for anything. I hate selling stuff. I hate anything math or money related. I dont want to be the one who is always needing your help. * I need a partner who enjoys the tediousness of paperwork, budgeting, scheduling, commerce, and bureaucracy. In other words, IF I EVER enter a realtionship again, I SWEAR TO YOU that I am fully committed to being the flakey one...I have had it up to HERE with being the responsible one...no more. I am in search of someone who enjoys the company of a hilarious lunatic who doesnt like rules or schedules or the word NO, but loves to travel, and doesnt care if I wander off by myself, and doesnt need to have their every move acknowledged and applauded by me. Why is that so hard?
Posted on: Fri, 25 Oct 2013 04:44:09 +0000
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