Dairy of a campus Babe: Episode 5 I enjoyed the conversation,bu t one thing that struck me was the fact that Femi never mentioned anything about us during the entire conversation,ev en when we talked about relationships,I didnt have much to say because i just broke up with my first real boyfriend and i was expecting him to talk more on it. He just skipped anything about us,he talked more about his ex- girlfriends much to my anger.I had to pretend I didnt feel any anger because of Amy, she seemed so ignorant of any strife between I and Femi. I was lost in thought only to be brought back by Femis soft voiceprisi...e rm,theres something I wanted to tell you prisi(I felt some sweetness in my belly, his voice was damn cute,especially when he was trying to be soft) yes I said casually with a warm smile. Well, I was planning to come see you at your hostel,but since youre already here, lemme just say it...Ive found a girl that I love and loves and can RESPECT me(he made special emphasis on the word respect).Amy put on a great smile, wow bro,am happy for you..she hugged him and encouraged me to do the same. She didnt even notice how shocked I looked,my eyes were teary as a result of what my ears had just heard and what my heart was still hurting over. Come on girl,give him a hug thats good news...hes your best friend isnt he? awwww! dnt tell me youre jealous, Amy taunted(for a girl looking so rich,she seemed nice enough). It was going to be the last hug ever,so I made the best of it,buy holding him tighter than ever (at that moment,I relinquished all the pain in my heart),I almost cried(I still dnt know what force in the universe held back those tears),I freed myself from his embrace and that was it. My eyes were too red to remain unoticed by Amy,why do you wanna cry she asked...nothing dear,Im just so happy hes found love again,theyre actually tears of joy. Femi couldnt look into my eyes,I bade Amy goodbye and turned to leave,prisi! I heard Femis shaky voice,please dont leave me(I felt like getting a Knife and stabbing him to death,all my love had turned into hatred in that split second....is he crazy? What does he want from me?).I hope youre happy, I turned to look at him with tears running down my eyes,and I ran away from there,I heard Amy calling out,I didnt respond I just didnt want to see him again..ever I left that place wondering and pondering on how foolishly I had just reacted,how can I miss an important lecture and possible test just because of a guy that didnt seem to care,hes not worth it joor,I sighed...someth ing has to be done about this,and really fast,am beginning to lose it. I knew I needed to re-organise my priorities,my academics had suffered a lot because of one silly love affair...I made up my mind not to ever love again. Damn guys! I hate them,theyre just selfish idiots... *************** *************** ** Exams were fast approaching and I had a lot to make uo fro because fo my silly mistakes...I became a regular visitor to the library,I didnt want to take any chances at failure,I knew my parents would be so angry if I failed. With a wall constructed in my herat and my focus strictly on my academics,I became a shadow of myself,no friends,no hanging out,no form of socialisation,I became like a triangular student- me,my school,and church and occasionaly the market(forget o,man must whack heartbreak or not).I was able to cover up my academic lapses (I think it was divine intervention) and even had onw wEek extra to just relax my brain.I had become an anti-male,I didnt want to see any guy close to me,this was a little bit difficult (dnt mean to brag but,Im not exactly the kind of girl that most guys would see and pass by) I had this innocent looking babyface,that made a lot of guys think they could easily take advantage of me... hmmn,those guys got it really tough from me,I became rude and unfriendly to all guys, i even became scared at a point of how I had become just because of one heart break. The semester exams were soon over,and it was time for holidays. I was just chilling at the pool one sunday afternoon when I heard a husky voice from behind. Prisi!... Episode 6 Next
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