Damn I really miss my sista I miss my sista , and there isnt a day I dont think of her I was mad at her for a while , because I told her ...he aint good for you ...you betta than that But she didnt listen she didnt listen SEE... She was beautiful so damn beautiful beautiful deep in her soul, and repeat- tedly ..she would say ..I just wanna know what it feels like for a MAN to LOVE ME . I watched my sista cry, I watched my SISTA CRY, giving me fake smiles...as she tried to convince me shed be alright. I knew her better than she knew herself and knew she was telling me something to get me off her BACK. I told my sista you know you have experienced REAL LOVE, I was the one who held you down when you had nothing, told you you were something TRUE FRIEND.. remember THAT ... Ill be damned if I watch you destroy yourself for somebody who dont love you ... I can love you forever but it dont mean shit if SELF LOVE is what you LACK . I miss my sista , I really miss my sista.. watched her waste away a little more every day , she was addicted to him as if somebody had been giving her crack ..I watched her slip away a little every day , I prayed..Lord please just bring my sista BACK . Lesions on her arms, in her FACE I cried cause I knew,,,I KNEW what it was right AWAY ....and she told me Im dying sista and I seen the tears swell up in her eyes...she said and he aint with me no moe...why he dont want me tho ...I gave him everything even my life..and she cried..and she cried... I felt her hurt so deep inside. I was the only one there for her to see her through them days when she began to fade...when she began slipping way ...and I was so mad at her yet I had to be there for HER damn I miss my sista...I miss her every day . Looking for love , the love from the wrong MAN ...I wanted to find him and kill him myself, but I leave his fate in Gods hands. She gave birth to a beautiful baby girl before she died I was the only one there...for her the one who stood faithfully by her side. Raising Armorie Faith Jones , but damn I miss my sista I see her in Armorie every day ...I hate the man she wanted to love...but I hate worse what took her away . I cant get my sista back ...she died from not loving herself SELF love is what she lacked. You are beautiful , you are love....I LOVE YOU each day I told her THAT. I think of her every day .... Tried to think ..was there anything else I could have done.. what more could I say .... For ever loving mys sista ...She died from wanting to be loved, death certificate says she died from Aids. I.... miss.... my.... sista missing her every by DB just a creative story but a lot of people are , or will be live this story or a similar story ... if they do not love them-self more, respect their bodies more and make better life decisions . Lessons of life Schools In
Posted on: Fri, 25 Oct 2013 15:26:02 +0000
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