Dated 15 Dec 2011: So, performing, what is called, magic, isnt what most people think. It isnt what i thought it was. Too many movies you know. I always thought that I knew very little about it. I have never really practiced it. Meditation is far from magic, but it sure helps. And ive became very good at setting up symbols, that are really just all my favorite stuff around the house, calis stuff, old collectables. I was always fiddling around with stuff - practicing art with stuff. So, i would take pictures of, stuff like that, but then expanded them on my computer. Computers are electric, as is most of nature. And you know, we havent felt electric, natural in some time now. It is absolutely wonderful. So yeah, just set up real important things that you love and keep, and set them up in a way that has the most impact and meaning..not always symbolic though. All that is just a part of it though. By surrounding yourself by love and seriousness, and placing it in a neat and orderly way, but all the while, meaning it and loving it...wishing, praying for it. It? It is whatever you want to wish or trying to do. Ive also seem to retain (what little info on magic (scratch that word - magic, use natural forces instead) - (you know that all religions try their darndest to use magic, right? - baptism anybody? Ive seen all kind of rituals and ceremonies in church. In fact, theres alot i picked up there. God! its so obvious. Skip it. Yeah, I know what that book says about magic and wizards...ooo! im going to hell, yes, I know that very well. ) ill just throw that parenthesis there...i lost track. Anyways, i had to figure out alot of stuff on my own. Who dont? But i knew science! I learned it!..and i love nature. In fact i think this whole thing started out when i was very little, cuz instead of killing or running away from bugs - i played with them all, except spiders, im not too scared of them now, but they sure are creepy lookn. So yeah, it all just came together over a period of my life. Cant explain it any better than that...but i will try. Fate and free will, two opposites and still the hardest one to figure out. skip it - i dont want to know... enjoy the ride and yet stear the damn thing too. im happy, now. Impatient, yes. Worried, always yes, but not like before. I can sleep now. Im used to working with the unkown, natural forces and rythmns through art and music and just daily life. Its everywhere i guess. It is nature, and ALL is nature. iTS only natural. And music and art can unlock so many doors and windows...take you to new horizons and vistas...pretty fancy, huh? yeah, life is pretty fancy...and hard...real hard sometimes, but not always...and it could be alot of fun too, nice, loving and wonderful. All the good stuff. It really could. I aint shittn ya. And the bad shit can go away = true. But we have to puh the good through. We have to work and push. We all know what is good in our hearts. Its our brains! Its our 4 to 5 percentage of brain power we use that screws everything up...ego...fear...baggage. Its like having sick bubblegum stuck in your head that you cant get rid of, or dont know how, or even realize, so there it sits. Bubble gum in your head. I swear it is there. j/k The mind is powerful, beautiful and dangerous, and a terrible thing to waste. (SMOKE POT ) if u want to risk it...its a terrible shame...the best medicine there is on earth....the very best. (Keep it short dumbass) But i knew something was always going on...no idea what until recently. But somehow ive always known. Ever feel that way? But mostly, i knew when i was having one of those special days - most of them were good - really good, other times i was dragged into the darkest places. Anyways, on days like that...i knew i had to be paying attention close and quick, all the while being relaxed, focused, centered, just trying to get the best energy flowing cuz i knew i would need it. But i had alot of help from nature, signs, coincidences that just lined up, and a bunch of those perverbial slaps in the face. I talked with our ancestors, Hello! no. really everyone can say hello..You dont need to look up, unless you want to. One just has to believe they are there, want them to be there, i guess. or maybe you dont...im still trying to figure all this out...there is some stuff im reluctant to say of course. Perhaps our ancestors have been here all the while... all right there within us...nature...too complicated...skip it...thanks for your time and listening.
Posted on: Sat, 26 Oct 2013 16:15:21 +0000
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