Day 119 of 365 and Ive found the perfect gift - humour and a ball of wool if it gets too much! VAT19 is amazing...including a full head ostrich pillow with pockets for snoozethons...$99 and sold out! And yes Im avoiding whats bothering me. Mainly because I feel a bit beholden to being tired, eating the final chocolate Santa which wasnt really mine, working & sleeping at the wrong times, not getting the ticker tape feedback only a princess deserves, feeling cheated that my bearded adonis, Ricki Hall, is in fact a skinny bloke from Wolverhampton, writing an article at 5am and brain dead thereafter, excited about a new prospect tomorrow, envious of the energy of a lady I met through networking, feeling decidedly average, puzzled by why Ive started to watch Broadchurch when it only frustrated me the first time, piddled off Im not one of those together women with spare light bulbs for every eventuality so know Im going to be reading by fairy lights in bed, meh I and my purse may not be sufficiently bendy to actually do the yoga course Ive seen starting with two weeks intensive in July in Spain, impressed if stuffed with my first home made blue cheese pasta sauce, sad tall jigglers back to uni Thursday, sad my ex implied I was after money by asking for minijiggler to use the store card her gran bought her for Christmas to buy boots, sad Im not off on the adventure tomorrow Id planned, disappointment, nervous whether Im doing the right thing, excitement being on the cusp of a new chapter, sadness I know Im leaving something behind, losing someone I thought...well losing them...and finally forcing myself to watch Girls which I have to say was really funny...even if I over identified with the pathos. Perhaps a fortnight nee a month in Bali is in order...yup its running from dilemmas but then Im sure meh feels better in a hammock in the sunshine...tiredness!
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 00:39:47 +0000
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