Day 137 of 365 and its been a long long week with some frazzle on the side. Completely understood the vision @Sia had for the video - two halves of herself and our struggles. Raw and at times hard to watch - an insight into the messed upness of her drinking. @Shia LaBeouf blew me away. Disappointed by more criticism. Stunned by the beauty and intensity. Sadly felt a tips of this across the week - frustration and tiredness mainly. Dont worry there was no nashing of teeth or leotards - this just captures the rawness of how i guess we all can feel at times. Theres something about music and video that can just capture a moment or emotion. Bruno Mars and Im shuffling. This just got my heart. Its been a tough week with lots to contend with - all planned but like the bang of a balloon popping it still gets us. Im weary but pleased with where things are up to. Ive certainly met some incredible people and bumped into someone from the past who understands. Networking event today not a success but mainly due to me and my expectations. I met interesting people I know I can learn a great deal from. I visited the Ideas Hub where Im hopefully going to be hosting the cafe as a swop for a little desk space time. Trained by Dom whos lovely. Spoke to Leonie later whos equally as lovely with so many spooky similar goings on to mine. Meeting Monday to learn from her prepping her app project through to the next phase. And bizarrely hooked up with Mindfulogy on Twitter with their amazing wearable tech launch in Feb using mindfulness techniques to train the brain. How amazing is this? Ok maybe feeling less Shia now...no bag over my head I used to be famous. All ticking along yet still searching...why? Whats more to find thats not already here? The weekends seem weird. No wine blast to punctuate perhaps. I guess I feel a bit old? There was a prize draw at the networking group for a bottle of wine...I didnt win but felt it odd. Met a friend in the local for a coffee and while a lovely chat didnt feel the same as the mellow banter over a pint. Im used to it now. I dont miss the stuff - just the occasion of it. The togetherness chillax. Second day of activated charcoal and a few rumbles but yup all ok. Not entirely sure what a deodorised gut feels like but I sure hope there arent any unpleasant side effects....
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 00:31:20 +0000