Day 3: Romans 2:11 God does not show favoritism. I needed this many times in my life. Im glad I found this verse. I havent felt that my soul has been at rest in quite sometime. Sorrow has been in my heart for awhile. There was a secret life I have. I never truly turned to God when I was having struggles. I tried to solve all my issues on my own not wanting to rely on anyone or ask anyone for help. It wasnt until I belive it was last month in church when Pastor Troy told us a story about a girl who didnt feel worthy. I felt that way. I felt like everything was going wrong in my life and I had made a decision that would cause God to not love me. I know this wasnt true. I am very worthy of His love just like everyone else. I try to project that I am a positive and happy person which 90% of the time I am. I didnt want anyone to see that 10% of when I was struggling. I thought it was weakness. We were challenged to talk with someone and confess. I already did that. Miss Spackmama aka Karen Spackman and I met for coffee last Sunday. I told her every thing that was on my heart. She gave me wonderful advice that Ive already implemented. She shared with me her past and it made me feel better about what was going on in my life. we prayed and I left Starbucks feeling like a burden was lifted. During our talk we kept it focused on God. its what I needed badly.
Posted on: Thu, 13 Nov 2014 01:50:43 +0000
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