Dear Anahera (C/- Heaven) I have had three really hard days. Every day has been a struggle to hold back the tears. It has been three months, and these past three days I just have been back to "this has to be some kind of bad dream". How can this be real? How can you not be here or alive inside me. How can it be. Is it really only three months since we lost you. Today I thought as another bout of tears hit my throat - I really hope all this emotion is indicative of a high level of estrogen in my body which says the fertility medicine is working well. Fingers crossed for nice ripe follicles on the good tube side. The only way I know is taking one step in front of the other. Mummy xxxxooxoxoxoxx
Posted on: Tue, 03 Sep 2013 09:46:12 +0000