Dear Fitzy , Papa .... I havent been able to discuss this too much , I barely can now , but I lost my "True Love" yesterday ............ my hunting partner , my friend, my protector. We met on a Autumn Evening .. in 1990 ... we ended up raising Christopher together and he claimed you as dad forevermore .......... for 23 years we loved , laughed , cried , fought (each other and our enemies, *One In Particular that would never allow you to have the freedom you needed to move on and enjoy life peacefully nor would allow us the freedom and space to expand our life as we should have been able to and that could only seem to give you the space and freedom to live~ after it was too dam late and you had nearly no lifetime left to live ~~~ you were allowed your freedom because it "served that person" which is just sickening beyond belief !) , we raised cows together , fished , gardened , hunted , enjoyed good music , lost loved ones together that meant SO Much to us both ( I know you and Scott are finally reunited ) we have been sharing a love that very few get to experience .... you loved my Dad and Mom .. I Treasure and Cherish your Dad .. there were no wedding bands but just as so many of our friends proclaim , "there may as well of been because there was no difference in the authenticity of our relationship" and I thank the ones that say that and acknowledge that! because they did truly see it and could just "sense-it". After all of the good and the bad times and the laughs , lumps and bumps ,,, After Many Years into each others lives we both made our claim that we would "Be In Love With Each Other Until The Day The Put Us Each In The Ground" , and then as You Said ,,, " No Mama , Beyond That Too" . Yesterday Morning the sky opened up and left a hole in my Life that will never be filled ..................... I literally have not quit crying since . I know you are not in pain now and for that I am thankful , I know you are not suffering anymore from physical ailments or "the enemy that tortured you for so many years" that enemy cannot hurt you anymore . You were my protector as I had already mentioned ,, but I tried my best to protect "you" too on a few different occasions from that enemy and you always thanked me for the protection too ...... Our Love has spanned over different towns , states , village streets, cramped apts where we did our best with what we had , back roads , woods , valleys , streams and rivers and it will go on forever more and "beyond the grave" just as you stated not too long ago . You are with the Lord I do not doubt that ........ your health is restored because that is what he promises .. and you are reunited with your Mom that you have missed for so many years .. and Scott and so many others . I am left with the memories that I will Treasure and Hold On Tight To , Until I Can Hold On Tight To You Again ...... until then.... I am Crushed ~~~ there is a tremble that will not stop ~~~~~ I LOVE YOU . ..... Love , Mama . GOD BLESS YOU MY LOVE - GOD BLESS YOU ........... I sing our song everywhere I go ... "Feels So Right" - ALABAMA ......
Posted on: Sun, 21 Jul 2013 17:20:01 +0000
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