Dear Friends I want to tell about a realisation I have had during the days of the Solstice, which is always a huge time for me spiritually. Every year I experience profound leaps around these days, particularly in the week following the 21st while the light steadily creeps back in. All my life I have felt a sort of non-descript sadness that I could never precisely place a distinct reason for. Though I tried to find a reason and eliminate what seemed to be the cause, the feeling itself never really seemed to go away. I realised that this sadness was the yearning of my Soul for union with the Beloved, Oneness with the Infinite Ocean of its Source. I have never left the Ocean though and through fear of my own vastness pretended to be drowning in a dessert cursed with drought while water lay all around. Sadness is an illusory emotion because only the soul that is projected outwards rather than lived as an emphasis within Being can believe itself to be separate from the whole.. The core essence of spiritual seeking is the quest of the river to meet the sea, and this journey home is far easier than it seems because the path has already been mapped out. It is the path of the Nagual, a noble most noble calling, and is available to all who genuinely seek. All that is asked is unwavering diligence and complete commitment to stay on course even when the raging rapids come threatening to wash away everything we have ever known. At this stage in my journey I feel such a profound sense of completion that there is nothing left to do except share my message at full volume, and even in that there is no longer a message but merely a dance, or a song perhaps, which inspires the movement. For it is the Song that the dances issues from - the Song of the Self is singing so loudly that it is utterly silent and utterly still. I want to be a participant in the symphony through the unique tone of my being singing is harmony, and it is truly the only desire that I have left.
Posted on: Fri, 26 Dec 2014 13:46:40 +0000
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