Dear God, How do you give to both children what they need from you when both of their situations are different. One born so early in life. He has been fighting since he entered into this world. His dream is to be a famous basketball player, but due to illnesses it is impossible, and my other son was born early but not early enough where it affected his life. He is confident...make good grade with ease..excells in all sports, have a girl friend, and can eat anything that he like..he is well known...and wants to be a professional football player, and his dream is attainable. I feel so bad for my oldest that wants to eats sweets, but he cant. ...wants to play ball, but he cant....wants to have a normal relationship, but because of the immaturity of being born so early is having trouble and is not on the level of most girls today....He wants to fit in, but havent really found his place...most ppl say dont worry he will be alright...but how do you feel so sure when you stumble across his writings that asks God why HE HAD TO BE BORN LIKE THAT BECAUSE HE DIDNT DO ANYONE ANYTHING...He get teased because his eyes are big...and kids have stolen his joy....I know lord there are kids in worst shape than him, but how do you make him feel the love he needs but cant provide the things that matter most to him in life....how do you not feel like the enemy when you have to constantly tell him about taking is medicine. ..you cant eat R drink this because of his diabetes. ...Lord I ask you to help my son....I know you didnt keep him on this earth to suffer. I know you have a purpose for his life....take him out of his depression and restore a new refreshing in his life. Bless his hands and restore his desire beat drum ...because of evil kids it was taking from him....give him peace lord and show him where he is special and unique. Lord you are able and I ask you to help him. Then I ask that you continue to watch over my youngest. Keep him safe from all hurt harm and danger. Help me not to feel guilt of showing him love....Both of my kids need me n different ways...help me to be the best I can be as a mother and never to ignore or miss both of their needs...All this I ask in Jesus name Amen and Amen....
Posted on: Sun, 10 Aug 2014 18:56:18 +0000
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