Dear God, I need your help more now than ever! I have had a real rough time dealing with my life over the past 6 months or so! I am no longer a whole man! I am physically, emotionally, financially, and spiritually weakened to the point of not wanting to exist anymore! Please help me! I know that I was born a sinner and that I will die a sinner! You, of all, know what my sins were in the past and what they are everyday that I am still breathing. You even gave your son, Jesus to die for all of my sins! And I thank you deeply Lord from the bottom of my heart for his sacrifice. But Lord I am at the brink of wondering if my life is even worth anything anymore? I constantly battle to wake up every day and keep you in my every though. I know that you said you would not give me more than I can bare! But, the struggles and the constant reminders that I have on a daily basis, is making it very difficult to bare everything in front of me! Please God! Please take these burdens away from me! For if its your will that I lose everything in my life, then so be it! But please help me deal with the struggles that I am facing! As it stands, I have lost all of my friends because I keep pushing them away and I refuse to let anyone get close to me for fear of doing the same thing to them that I have done to others. What I am questioning now is does my life have any meaning? And if so, when you call me home, how many will show up for my funeral? God! As many people as I have either hurt, pushed away, or even not let them get close to me makes me wonder if there will be anyone left that shows up to my funeral besides me? Please Lord! Take these troubles and difficult times away from me! I know that you are very busy dealing with more pressing issues, but I am at the brink Lord! Thank you Lord for giving me the strength to overcome tons of obstacles in my life. And thank you Lord for the needs that you have provided for me! Lord, please be with my family and friends that I have left to help them with their daily struggles! And thank you Lord for the wonderful gifts you have given me. But please Lord, I need your help most desperately right now! I ask all of these things in Jesus name! Amen! Your loyal ,obedient, but losing faith Servant,
Posted on: Thu, 06 Nov 2014 13:52:47 +0000
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