Dear Invisible Audience, I love my body. I know I dont show it much, but I feel so naked without sleeves or a thick shirt. You look naked. I heard three times in the same day once. Well, I feel naked. Whenever I wear something tight, I can see it on peoples faces, Where did Those come from? Even once at Dekaney, I wore a tight shirt to school, and I was walking in the hallway, and this guy just LITERALLY stopped in the middle of the hallway and stared my girls down. I wanted to cover myself so bad, but I had to walk past him. I felt almost violated like he raped me with his eyes. =/ I felt terrible afterwards... I Love tight clothing, I love seeing my shape, I just hate the reactions and the attention that comes with it. I mean, I know its inevitable. I DO have an AWESOME body. Im not going to lie. Some guys are built that way to where if they look at a woman with a nice body, they will have an erection and cant help but stare. I cant blame them for that. I just dont like the way it makes me feel, so Ive grown accustomed to cover myself up and not wear the tight clothes that I love to avoid that feeling. Im probably overreacting, but I HATE that feeling so much, I fear it. But hopefully, Ill be more comfortable and grow out of it eventually. Thats why sometimes, I dont wear my sweaters because Im trying to get out of my comfort zone, and out of that mentality. Im going to try to wear a form fitting dress to school one day, to face my fear and step out of my comfort zone. Or not.
Posted on: Sat, 17 Jan 2015 02:25:15 +0000
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