Dear James, Today is my 1st Fathers day without you. For so long you always did something for me on this day and for that I would like to say Thank You for all those special funny crazy things you said did and tried to do for me on this day. I will have many more years without you calling me on this day. Son I miss you so much its something I cant explain. I can tell you this much though. I have learned that being a father is a gimme but being a Daddy is a gift. Dads go to ballgames and know what your favorite color is. We know what your favorite food is and we know what you eat on your burger and what you dont. We know if you like spicy food and we know your teachers names. We know every base hit you got and we know your number on your jersey for every year you played. We know your coaches names and we know what size clothes and shoes you wear. We know if you like to camp and fish and what temp you like the AC set on upstairs. We know what makes you sad and what makes you happy. We know what to say to motivate you to do your best at anything you are doing. We know when your 1st kiss is and we remember your 1st girlfriend (and her name was Amber son) We remember your birthdays and we remember what you got that lit your face up. We remember your look every Christmas morning and we remember that 1st girl and last girl that broke your heart. I was a father to you a Daddy to you and a best friend to you. Each day that passes is another day I have made it through without you being here. You called me almost EVERYDAY and that has surely been missed. The other day when our CAO SFC Dejesus came by and we were talking about you the light in the kitchen above the sink came on. He stopped and looked kinda set back by how and who turned that light on. I got up went over to the switch and turned it back off. It may have been nothing but its been happening since you left us. Crazy huh ?? I would say its a def light or wiring but I have changed the bulb and tested the wiring and its all fine. The switch just doesnt move itself but this one does....Yeah sounds nuts but more then a couple of people have seen it even our CAO so if he sees this he may want to confirm what Im saying. I dont know how I am to move forward with all that has taken place but I have to find a way and am searching for that way but it may take some time.... I Love you son and miss your calls and your voice and the life you had left in you... Love Always Your Daddy.....
Posted on: Sun, 16 Jun 2013 22:28:39 +0000
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