Dear Lesa, today makes 2 years that God called you home to be with Him. You just dont know how much I miss you. I still havent allowed myself to mourn your death. Im afraid of the pain that Im going to feel once I come to terms with your death. My mind tells me youre at peace and in a better place, and Im happy about that because you no longer have to suffer or be in any pain. Yes Im selfish because I want you here. Id give up everything I have just to be able to hug you and tell you I love you one more time, and to thank you for being an outstanding sister/friend/2nd mom/confidant someone to look up too. Even in death, youre still here for me. When Im scared, youre right there. Lesa this pain I feel is very real. You were the glue that kept all of us together. I pray that we re making you proud and we know youre smiling down on us and saying those are my sisters/babies. Im trying to be the big sister that you were to us. So this song I dedicate to you. I find a way to get through, you were my sister, my strength and my pride. I never question God and I wont start now, only He knows His plans, but this was a hard one to accept. But its only by Him that I find ways to cope with you being gone. I love you and miss you so very much. May you RIP LESA, youll never be forgotten.
Posted on: Sat, 30 Aug 2014 20:24:53 +0000
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