Dear Maa, It’s a truth, a painful one. May not be even close to the pain that you borne, carrying me for 9 months and 9 days. But I’m not as strong as you. It hurts Maa. I’m letting it go. I’m leaving tonight. I’ll remember it every morning and evening. I’ll remember what started and ended my day. My lucky charm, my inspiration, my only hope – your eyes. How will I make my day without looking at those? I should have stayed for them, for the trust, for the drop of pride in them. But they only show distrust nowadays. How will I make you understand? How can I change that gaze? It’s real Maa. It hurts. I couldn’t look at them anymore. I’m leaving tonight. You tell me, he is a stranger. He was once. But silently he made it inside. Unintentionally, he occupied those vacuity in me I never knew existed within my consciousness, my soul. He completed me Maa, just like you did. It’s not a choice, it is fate. You think it’s not factual. Just a phase! I tried to trust it, Maa. I tried to live your belief. But it’s as existent just like that scissor cutting my skin, making its way through the flesh and blood. Trust me it’s real Maa. It hurts. I couldn’t live a lie any more. I’m leaving tonight. Trust me, I assumed to finish it all. A drop of poison could end all the fights, all the miseries, all the mistrusts. I couldn’t. I couldnt kill your expectations, your efforts - your lifelong asset in me. I’ll survive Maa! With him, with my love and a hope. A thin hope that you’ll be reading this letter. You’ll not be ripping it apart in grief and rage. You’ll come to me, just like you did when I was young. I was lost and weeping. You came like an angel, you rescued me. I’ll live for that day Maa. I’ll be weeping. Having everything in my life still I’ll be lost. I’ll be waiting to be found. Will you come for me Maa? I can’t write any more. It hurts. If you’re reading this, I’ve left tonight. ©Suman Bhattacharya 2014 Suman Bhattacharya Author, Error Code Love write to him @author.suman@gmail Error Code Love - the book is released now. Get your copy online from Amazon.in/flipkart (India) or Amazon (Outside India)
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