Dear Mom, It has officially been 1 month since you passed. Its raining today I know how much you loved the rain. You would make me open the window just so you could smell it. I remember you loved to hold me when it rained thats why I liked the rain too. The face of excitement you had was so precious I always wanted to see you that happy. I remember getting a little bit irritated cause the carpet would be so soaked under the window and you still wouldnt want it closed. Its just water calm down I used to think easy for you say you dont have to clean it lol. I wish you were here with me today though nothing seems the same without you here. The rain doesnt look as beautiful the smell just makes me sad. The car is all dirty and I know how much you loved that car. I was listening to some our songs thinking of you doing silly dances in the driver seat and me laughing or folding my arms so you wouldnt pinch me to dance along. I wish I wouldve danced along. I dyed my hair just like we planned.. You wouldve loved it. Gloria said I looked like you when you smiled with excitement while she colored your hair. I love you mommy. I miss you so much and I cant believe its been 1 month since you passed. Waking up this morning scared me I kept just flashing back hoping it wasnt real like most mornings. But 1 month is a long time. Thats 4 sunday mornings we didnt get to fight. Thats 2 birthdays you had to miss. ( ezras and joshs). My first 4th of july without you here. Everyday seemed like forever without you slow and painful but knowing 1 month has passed by at the same time it was so fast. I just want you here mom with me and ezra laughing smiling being silly in the car. I just want you here. Mamas eating ice cream with God. thats what ezra told me when I asked where you were and if you were okay. R.I.P momma. ~ Your baby girl.
Posted on: Thu, 10 Jul 2014 18:43:48 +0000
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