Dear Mom, today, July 22, 2014, we are on the two year anniversary of your death. Life is hard without you being here. You were the definition of unconditional love, you exuded that characteristic endless times. I miss you more than you can imagine. Your life meant so much and without you here on this Earth, nothing has been the same. My tears still shed for you and I still think of you EVERY single day of my life, all throughout the day. The day you slipped away I was never the same. Your love for me and how proud you were of me is like none from any other. Your precious life meant more to me than anyone will ever know. I still dream of you, it is but for a moment that you come back alive and make me hole again, then I wake to find that it was only a dream. Your smile is missed, your hug and kiss is missed, your laugh is missed, your humor is missed, your love is missed, your caring phone call to check in is missed, your cooking skills are missed, your easy way is missed, your admiration of your grandchildren is missed, the way you looked at me like nobody else is missed, your everything is missed. You were plucked away from this Earth and i could not reverse it, it was the one thing out of my control that I could not change. It hurts to think of the pain you went through and how hard you fought to stay on this Earth with Dad, your kids, and grandkids. Your last moments you shed tears because you knew you were leaving us. Your last day I am sorry I was not by your side. I am sorry for leaving you in California with Dad and not staying til the end. I implored you to fight the last day I was with you, I implored you to give it 100 percent because I thought you were strong enough to stay alive, I thought you had more time and i would see you again in two weeks for your birthday. That was wrong and I have lived to regret that forever, it is one of the rawest pains of compunction I have ever had in my life to this very day, hour and moment, that is my biggest regret in life. Just know your daughter holds you up in honor and misses you until the day I die. I love you Mom, you were the best. Your oldest daughter and child, Robin (forever and ever in my heart). I see you everywhere I go………….22………
Posted on: Tue, 22 Jul 2014 05:19:01 +0000
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