Dear Nan, Sometimes it feels like your death was the end of my life too, Because I miss you so much and Im lost without you. I cant put it into words or describe this feeling, But eleven years on and nothings healing. My heart remains broken, it refuses to mend, Its consumed in pain and an emptiness that never relents. Ive been left unpredictable and full of rage, Since my life spiralled into this twisted game. Im continuously drowning in these tears of mine, You had a family to stay for but it was your time. I never got my chance to say goodbye, And I cant move forward even though I try. Im clinging onto this useless hope, That someday soon itll get easier to cope. But sometimes I wish that I could disappear, Life becomes too unbearable without you here. It hurts to smile or try to be strong, When Im sitting here wondering why you moved on. The angels must have needed you bad, But did they consider Id be this sad? Because whilst youre in the light, its darkness that surrounds me, Forever being haunted by your wise words and every aching memory. Ive tried to reach out but youre just too far, At least youre at peace where ever you are. I hope theres a way youre reading this, You need to know how much youre missed. Living my life is tough without you, Even on good days i struggle through. You will never know how much youre loved, But please keep watching from up above, Because even though Im a mess right now, I promise Ill make you proud somehow... Forever in my heart, Always on my mind xxxxxxxxxx RIP Nan!! I miss you xxxx
Posted on: Sat, 19 Oct 2013 10:28:25 +0000
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