Dear family, I’m crying out to you and you told me to cry you a river…I’m drowning in my tears and your response is “forget her”…It’s getting hard for me to breath as I sink deeper and deeper, It hurts to see you turn away from me and tell other’s to “just leave her”. I’m screaming for your love and you act like you can’t hear me, I’m giving you the SOS signal and you pretend as if you can’t see me. You don’t know how it feels to be under this water. I’m running out of air, I can’t hold my breath for much longer. For years I’ve found myself being forced to play these cards that I’ve been dealt…From a dysfunctional family and the lies they told, to the moment they slipped, even having to deal with the secrets they kept… Jokers are wild, but so are the deuces…can we stop fighting long enough to figure out a way for us to get through this??? Trapped in this thing called life with a losing hand, plus faded to the back, I just want you to love me, can’t you understand??? I’m being suffocated by all this drama, the lies, and the doubt…I’m losing hope as I cope but I can’t help but to wonder – what it’s going to be like, when the truth finally comes out. P.S. Hopefully, I’m still alive when it does. Shaking my head… No disrespect, but it’s a “Damn Shame”. ©Donetha Polite 2014
Posted on: Mon, 04 Aug 2014 16:00:31 +0000
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