Dear friends, After next Wednesday, I may have to disappear for a week as will be receiving DEEP NLP HYPNOSIS to get over a few full on subconscious issues that have led me into the WRONG PLACES. Grief is something I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE WITH ANY MORE... I want to KEEP BOUNCING ALONG without TRIGGERS dragging me down again. Will keep you informed... but I have been referred by people who have been through so much WORSE.. and the last time I went out, on Sunday, I DRANK TOO MUCH, and LAUGHED too hard...this happens... I wont beat myself up over this..I WILL stay in that BEAUTIFUL PLACE I HAVE ALREADY COME TO KNOW... I have been in that half awake, half asleep state with A beautiful golden light around me, and beautiful music, cherubic baby laughter.. but this all goes away as soon as I wake up...I AIM to keep my lost loved ones in my heart, LIVE FULLY IN THE NOW... and NEVER STRESS about anything trivial! I KNOW I will see them again, but for SOME REASON, I stay healthy in this life (maybe I have a wee bit of SURVIVOR GUILT?) and am fed up with asking Upstairs WHY????? as everything I have done to keep my daughter and I IN ONE PIECE HERE, I feel I have done TOO MUCH ALONE right now. MAY YOU HEAR FROM A HEALING LADY LATER NEXT WEEK. In the meantime, keep posting. I LOVE your comments! LOVE ALL, Susan.
Posted on: Tue, 11 Nov 2014 13:07:08 +0000