Dear friends, I really dont know how to start this message. I havent been on my computer in a long time. I wanted to respond to all of your precious messages sent from so many of you. This has been a long hard journey but if I could have my Billy back, I would in a minute if he would not be in pain and could be like he once was. He was and always will be the one true love of my life. I am not saying that our marriage was perfect, but by the Grace of our Lord, He always pulled us through any difficulty we may have had and let us know what each of us had. All that has been said about Billy, in each of the services was true. He was a gentle, kind, loving,faithful,godly husband and father. I was so blessed that he chose me and as a young naïve girl, cared for me nurtured me, and most of our married life we had a passionate loving marriage. His family was his world. He loved his friends in Kenton, Clarksville and in these last years in Waxhaw,Nc. I will forever miss him .We were truly one and the hole left in my heart can never be filled until I see him again. Evidently God was preparing us this last year in the home to know what my mission is now. I will minister to the people at White Oak Manor, whom we grew to love. I have our precious girls, my sons-in laws and our precious granddaughter, wonderful faithful friends and my precious Lord who has carried me through all the years(even as a young girl when my parents died) when I could not carry the load myself. Even in times when I might have left Him, He never left me. So here I am trying to thank all of you who have been so faithful to pray and support us through these last years. I will never forget you and with your continued love and prayers and with my wonderful Jesus help. I will make it. God bless you all and if there is one thing I can leave you with, it is this. Treasure the moments of life. Hold each others hand. Say the things you feel, dont put off for tomorrow for it might be too late. I will close with a card I got Billy and had misplaced it. Never gave it to him, but he can see it in heaven. You will never know how much your smile lights up the room or your laughter fills my soul, making all the little problems of the day disappear. You will never know how much it means to me when you do or say something thoughtful and totally unexpected -usually just at the moment I need it most...... You will never know how much pride I hold in my heart for the person you are and the things you do- for your strength and your gentleness, your courage and your determination , your accomplishments and your dreams..... You will never know how much I need you by my side-in the best of times and the worst of times and all the times in between. It really doesnt matter where we are or what we are doing, as long as were together to share it all. I love you with all my heart and soul- you will never know how much.
Posted on: Mon, 01 Sep 2014 13:56:59 +0000
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