Dec 1st,2013 Summary: 2 stands for silly, so 22 must mean too silly. Thats why I did so many stupid things this year to be 22 years old. [Careless enough to lose books, student card, passport, camera, bicycle and some other things. Broke all the smart phones this summer and the hard disk in laptop before applications. Someone waits for you for 5 years, but you still cant accept him. And someone you like is mean to tell you the truth that could set you free. Falling from time to time into self-deception even though you know whats going on.] If I could, I would choose to take care of all the things I have and stay far away from those who can only give sweet nothing and pull myself out of the black Sep./Oct./Nov. Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start now and make a new ending. 6 months later, when I head for US, Ill be grateful for what you have said and done and for what I have learnt during this period. It seems impossible to love and be wise, Im glad its all over before I submit irrational application. Back to normal life eventually.
Posted on: Sun, 01 Dec 2013 16:00:42 +0000