December 05, 1998. Then it was the most devastating day.. We lost our alqa (oldest sister) to suicide. Our family cas crushed. It was so hard to understand, like impossible to grasp, unwilling to accept, an excruciating nightmare that wouldnt end, I dont know... So many ways to try to express that night. Still sometimes questions come to, like would she have kids? Be career junky, or family oriented, would we be as close as ever, unseperable? Would we talk & embrace each other & fight like sisters do & laugh like nothing happened 30 seconds later .. or what!? But the truth is... it happened. Shes gone. Its been 16 years. Somedays that scar stings bad, somedays Im more filled with peace now knowing that we can meet again. I miss her. I miss her so much. My big sister. I love you. I dont know what to say, but you arent forgotten. & youve taught me to treat others the way I want to be treated,& love & pass it on, Let your loved ones know you love them no matter what, Be kind & compassionate & not judgemental,.. You were so young, but so wise. Kenkamken. Thank God for those years & those memories with you. Rest in peace!♡
Posted on: Sat, 06 Dec 2014 07:53:52 +0000
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