December 16 2013 was the last day i got to be with my grandma for two whole weeks i sat by her side holding her hand begging her not to leave washing her body brushing her hair changing her pad telling her i love her swearing she was gone make it . Couldnt eat couldnt sleep no words could tell u how i felt i felt demolished i felt dead i didnt know weather i was coming or going i sat yhere day in a day out watching my mamaw cry an beg for help an there was nothing i could do i held her i whispers softly how much i loved her telling her it was all gonna be okay sitting in a room full of people and only thing she could say is Brittany help me help me brittany she couldnt eat couldnt talk couldnt move she was so helpless i laid there counting her breaths watching them get longer an longer not knowing when it was her last:( On this day Manman talked to my grandma for two weeks manman was scared to tlk to her kiss her hug her he was scared o this day Manman walked up to his gg and talked to her after not hear in a sound former in four days shentold manman she loved him and softly said brottany brittany i love you i swore she was gone be okay i never prayed so much in my life few min. Later it was just me her Tera Lynn & my mom Christie Price sitting there i was counting her Breaths this breath was like a everlasting breath i started counting my body got hot my heart started hurting my stomach felt sick i felt scared i new then it was it i new that was my last time seeing her hearing her holding her huggin her kissing her bugging her ... but one thing i didnt know was that the pain. Of losing her would atill hurt me this bad losing her i lost everything if anyone new grandma kim they know what im talking about . I miss falling asleep in her lap i miss hearing he yell at me n manny at different hours of the night i miss her waking us up . If theres one plAce i could go back to itd be the days you were here . I miss your smile more then anything i miss you Voice i miss you being drunk I REALLY MISS YOU . I LOVE YOU GRANDMA WISH I XOULD BRING YOU HOME ANOTHER DAY . Ill never tell you good bye cause goodbye seems like forever ill see you again someday grandma until then rest peacefully and guide me in the right path . #Rip #Kim Whetsel ♡
Posted on: Tue, 16 Dec 2014 06:23:24 +0000
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