❤Deep thoughts from Sarahs Couch❤ As I pack my bags to head to LA, I cant help but think of Bethany. Dont get me wrong, I think of her literally everyday, but conferences are especially hard. Bethanys suicide was not a surprise to me. In fact, I was angry that people said they were surprised, she had made several serious attempts. Loving Bethany was frightening and hard almost from the start. We met our freshman year in high school and were inseparable until our first falling out. We hadnt really been speaking when I was called down to the guidance office. Although I was regularly in trouble, I couldnt think of what I had done wrong that time. Usually I knew. When I walked in to the office, there sat my guidance counselor and the head of special Ed. But what surprised me was that my private psychologist and my mother were in the room too. I remember thinking well now Ive really stepped in it. I could see my mother was trying not to cry. They told me Bethany had tried to kill herself. Her condition was serious. That was the beginning of what would prove to be a 6 year long battle. I wish more then anything that I had known back then what I know now. Im not delusional enough to say she would be here still but I wonder. And so when people ask me why I do what I do, its in the hopes of helping no one else ever have to wonder. Heres to you Bethany, always. ❤
Posted on: Wed, 09 Apr 2014 01:23:55 +0000
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