Depressed and in misery thats were i am longing for my time here to end. Ive gone threw enuff pain, loneliness, and fear. there is no happiness in my future, nope none at all not for me. nothing but cold lonely nights filled with pain and horror. they say what doesnt kill u only makes u stronger. thats true when the pain doesnt control your life visiting u every night. thats when it gets u it finds away in. it burns your soul from the inside out leaving nothing but fear and doubt. than it starts to play tricks on your mind weekening it to a point were all u see is all your fears, and soon u realize theres no turning back the rooms totally pitch black u cant see your hand right infront of your face but the sounds of wispers elivate. now your serounded by darkness and fear and your still suffering every second your still here to afraid to breath let alone move as the wispers grow louder almost enuff to here what there saying u can almost make it out death is your only opinion to get away from us did i here that correctly u think to yourself and then in total darkness u see something shiny and bright next to your foot what could it be u reach out your hand feel the cold sharp familiar object its so snug in your hand. all u can think is this is they end u tell yourself itll be fast hardly painful at all with one swipe to my throt the pain will all end the loneliness the sorrows will mean nothing it was all just a dream a nightmare u had nobodys life could ever be that bad. the suffering and horror u went threw all these years can be over in a min just close your eyes shed some more tears . then count to three and make it fast and deep have to do it twice may be to much for me so here i go ill take one last deep breath.
Posted on: Sun, 24 Nov 2013 07:30:56 +0000
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