Depression - In a weird way..I can honestly say..Im glad I have depression. Battled with it for over 20 years. Gone through the highs...And the deepest of lows to the very point of wanting to end my life...Several times. Ive struggled. Ive cried. Ive been torn apart. My heart has been broken. And Ive given up all hope. But....Im still here. And only because of the miracles. The random txt message, phone call..Or someone walking into the room at that very moment. Depression has almost killed me several times... BUT.....Its also taught me so much. Its changed my life. Guided my life. Shaped my future and destiny. Ive learnt to be more compassionate. More understanding. More loving. More patient. Deeper. Emotional and thoughtful. Ive helped others by being so open. And talked to some that where ready to say goodbye. But chose not to. Because I chose not to. Thats a huge responsibility some times. Stay alive to inspire others to stay alive. Not give up. Keep battling. It takes its toll on me. I cant promise anyone that everythings going to be ok. That im not going to be faced with something that is so bad..That it would force my hand. . But when I am strong. I can carry the extra load. And I do promise to keep trying. Keep having a go. I am glad that I have depression. Because its changed my life. And because of that its helped others change their life. It hasnt been easy. But its made me who I am and what I stand for
Posted on: Tue, 09 Sep 2014 07:54:46 +0000
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