Despite the enormous amount of work to keep up with this fall, Ive felt that peace that passes all understanding. Ive been studying Philippians and have been so thankful for His pouring His love, His joy, His peace into my heart. The past several weeks have been hard... Schooling our younger two, running the school, teaching, preparing for our Christmas show, building a studio, preparing for our dance school to move, laying nearly 2700 sq ft of beautiful sprung dance flooring (1000 more feet to go)... If you know me well you know Im particular and I like my ducks to be in a row and yet Ive not let any of the oopses, behind schedule things get to me until recently. There was a not-so-small measurement oops... And Aesthetically its a pretty big problem for me... And artistically I need certain things to be clean, calming and aesthetically pleasing. Not to mention look professional and be on par with the excellent program we have to offer. Ive tried so hard not to cry, worry, get upset, but tonight Im physically and mentally exhausted and its just about to get to me. Ive been praying God would fix it somehow. That I could remain in His peace and Hed be the Daddy I need Him to be and fix it... Yet a week has gone by... And we arent moved in and its still not remedied. Then as Im talking or rather whimpering to him about it, just before I head into HEB at 10:45 at night to get food to feed my family, I Can Only Imagine comes on the radio. That song was the first Christian piece I ever did, about 10 years ago at a studio I worked at here in Austin. Morgan was 3, I was young... Lol! It was almost like God was saying, I started this, Ive got this. Im praying that what He was reminding me of. Pray with me if you dont mind... That we would get all the what seems like endless work done, that all the oopses would be properly fixed and that we will move into this amazing space He has created for us. Weve shed sweat, tears and a bit of blood but its not our school and Im thankful I can rely on my Father God, my Savior and Friend to finish the work He has begun. Trusting Him and praying fervently for His hand to provide in every detail.
Posted on: Mon, 18 Nov 2013 04:52:58 +0000