Despite whats happened I cant help but love this guy. Everyone heard my side but no one really got his, thats my fault. We were both at fault and in a lonely hurtful time I was looking for friends to talk to, mostly what I got was a lot of trash talking what I know I needed now was support of our relationship from friends the only one who had our back was Amy Scott, and you know thats okay cause the rest was there for me to vent to which I really needed at the time too . What most people from my generation dont understand is that you dont throw away whats broken and find something new, you take whats tried and true and you fix it. Jeff Meyer and I have been friends real friends over nine years and we truly love each other hes got problems but the important thing is hes willing to change and do what it takes to change and be a better person yes he has a drinking problem but so did i I had even started drinking again and if everyone gave up on me I wouldnt be where I am today I wouldnt have the confidence I do to keep fighting. Im choosing to love and support him and stay by his side until hes better before all the other title we have he is my friend and he needs me. The bible shows us that women should love her husband and support his decision making I think the bible is really saying yes we should love but I think what its really saying is that we women are the rib the backbone to Everyman that we choose to spend our lives with and Im goin to do just that Im going to stand by him and love my best friend thru this. Yeah I went thru some crap with him but you know what? God knew I could take it and I did and Im better than ever. I dont care if you all support my choice or not. Its not for you its for us . It would be great if u guys were just my friends and support my life and know that whatever I choose to do with it I am doing what I know to be the best decision for me and my family.
Posted on: Sat, 13 Dec 2014 16:49:39 +0000