Did you ever wonder what you would be if certain circumstances hadnt happened to you? I want to be an extraordinary woman. Maybe I am already. I want to be extraordinary by rising above those circumstances and live my life freely. To accept they have shaped me but not defined me. These days I feel helpless. Helpless to really enjoy life. The circumstances get in the way. It may sound cliché but I want to hear myself say I am woman hear me roar. My life always seems like Im taking two steps back. And any steps forward I take come with a lot of baggage. I want to break the chains that bind me. I want to be free to speak what comes to my mind. I feel I cant. I open my mouth but nothing comes out. I even practiced singing to see if it helped. Singing what I want to say. Maybe I need to write sentences like in school. Not that I ever had to do that for talking too much. I was a good girl. I write better than I communicate. I want the voices from the past to go away along with the feelings. To be free and happy and a strong woman who doesnt put up with peoples shit. To crawl out of the hole I dug myself. There is so much I want to do and so little time to do it. I want to try everything once except shooting something. I would just end up shooting my foot off or someone else. Not sure about bungi jumping either but most anything. Doesnt life begin at 40? Lets see what other cliches I can come up with. Maybe with patience my day will come. What do you think? Is life better being more positive? Do I need to see the glass half full? Im trying I really am.
Posted on: Tue, 29 Oct 2013 04:27:08 +0000
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