Dont call a suicidal an attention seeker. Cause if they were attention seekers how come you never notice their scars. You never notice their lifes. How much they struggle. How many times they cry. Sometimes life isnt enough. Maybe i never wanted this life. What good does it do? Im not happy. All i do is cry. All i do is get depressed. So many things surrounding me. So much hurt. So much hate all towards me and for what? I didnt do anything. I didnt do anything to deserve this.. ill never get to see my parents cause they hate me. If they really did care for me my mom wouldnt of cowered and walked away and my dad wouldnt of killed himself. Everyone tells me be strong. Be strong. But why? Whats the point of trying if all you do is fail at everything. Failures. .. a bunch of bullshit. Why do i bother too keep trying.and dont tell me oh ur beautiful and people like u dont go thru stuff or oh ur beautiful you will overcome this so what u telling me is that if i wasnt pretty then i wouldnt be able to overcome this? Looks plays no part in any of this. Not one bit. I tried looking at things in a positive way. I tried so hard. So much. And ive made it far but i dont wanna keep going anymore. So why do i keep trying if all im gonna do is fall.. and there wont be anyone there to catch me. :( i give up on everything. Idc what you all say after this. Judge me idgaf all i know is i wont be here to take any of it. #bye
Posted on: Thu, 21 Aug 2014 02:01:45 +0000
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