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Dont judge. U can just keep scrolling if u have one word of negativity . Everyone makes mistakes. And no one ever really expects the unexpected. A woman experience this with her son. Not older than a year. Bless this mama and child. Amen together and made sour cream chicken enchiladas, rice and beans. 7 years ago I put my son in the bathtub, in the safety seat, after moving it forward. I walked to the kitchen to take the dishes out of the sink and started the water to wipe it out. My son started fussing. I turned the water down and said Hold on, mommy will be right there. He calmed down. I finished wiping the sink out and was going to start the dish water and I didnt feel right so walked back to the bathroom to find my son face down in the water. Whens thought he was he was fussing and I told him I would be right there, he was fighting for his life and drowning. I didnt latch the seat back to tub when I moved it forward and he reached for his binky and the seat tipped and held him down. I calmly picked him up and started down the hallway in a state of complete disillusion, thinking this isnt me or happening to me. He looked up at me gasped, took his last breath and went limp in my arms. I started frantically running down the hall and doing CPR when I got to the living room and called 911, my mom, friend, my dad.. The police showed up and took over. I lost it. I couldnt stand and couldnt stop screaming. We went to the hospital where they worked on him for hours. They let me into the teams room to see him after they got a pulse and told me he was going on a helicopter to a town 2 hours away. I opened his eye and my mom grabbed my hand and told me not to but I did anyway. I didnt see any life in his eye. They went to take him and he crashed and they ran back inside. They got him again and they left. My brother took me to Lubbock and my mom went to get clothes for our stay in the hospital. I was laying in a friends lap when I shot up and I asked what time is it? His girlfriend at the time said 4:30, why? (AM) I said he didnt make. Hes gone my brother cried and said dont say that I laid back down. And 7 years ago, tomorrow We finally got to the hospital after 2 grueling hours.. The doctor came out and I asked for my son. He took my brother, his girlfriend, the family friend and I to a break room, asked the nurses to leave and told us to have a seat. I wouldnt sit down and wanted my baby. He said Im sorry but he didnt make it. They lost him in the air and couldnt revive him again. I hit my knees and bawled. After a few minutes I got up and said what time did he pass and the dr said 4:32 am is when they called it I was at peace and knew he had come to tell me in the car that he was leaving and going Home. I asked for my baby. They took me to his cool, lifeless body. I crawled up on the table and held him. I didnt cry but I had streams of tears coming down as I called family who couldnt come to let them know he didnt make it. My mom didnt know till she arrived over an hour after we did. When she got there I finally felt like I didnt have to be strong anymore and she was the first person that got to hold him. She sat down with my baby and I knew I could finally cry. I miss my son more than life itself. 8 minutes ago · Sent from Mobile
Posted on: Sat, 08 Mar 2014 06:19:35 +0000

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