Dont judge me too harshly for this blog. Im going to be completely honest. I love Chocolate with all my heart. I enjoy being with her and Im glad were back together. She is just about everything I can ask for in a partner. However, Ive met another woman and I cant stop thinking about her.... Its been about a week now since I first heard her voice (referring to the other woman). Our conversations have been interesting, entertaining and intellectually stimulating. We seem to have a lot in common. I enjoy talking to her. I anticipate talking to her almost everyday. Im quite smitten with her. From what I can tell, she is my ideal woman. She is beautiful. She is smart. She is down to earth. She is ambitious/career orientated. She doesnt have any children. She wants a family one day...after marriage. She sounds a lot like me! I really like her a lot. Does she feel the same way? I dont know. Im too afraid to ask. If I had to guess I would say NO. My feelings are probably unrequited. She has a girlfriend and I would never cross that line...even if Chocolate were not in the picture. I just dont have it in me to go after another womans girlfriend. It would piss me off if someone did that to me. She told me her friends and people she tries to befriend often make a play for her...I dont want to be one of those people. I understand why they do it...shes a damn good catch. Anyone would be lucky to have her. Plus the last thing I want is to be shot down even if I ever got up the nerve to make a play for her. I know some of you probably think Im a bastard. Though Im not physically cheating on Chocolate guess Im cheating on her emotionally. My thoughts have been conquered by a woman other than her. I feel bad about it. I just got Chocolate back and Im already thinking about another woman...I feel bad as hell. Tomorrow if all goes well (referring to the weather here...its currently raining), Chocolate and I are going on a romantic picnic. Its a surprise Ive been planning the entire week. I dont want to get any more caught up with this woman than I already am. I think I will slowly start pulling away. I dont know what else to do. She isnt available. Im not available. It is probably best to leave it alone and move on. You might also like:
Posted on: Thu, 18 Dec 2014 14:17:27 +0000
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