Dont know if I want to go home today and save what money I have left or spend a nite at a hotel somewhere between Nashville and home. With another long battle ahead of me medically in 2015 with the bad news of them finding a tumorous nodule inside my lower lobe of my left lung the day after Christmas has left me totally awed. I am so exhausted mentally and physically after the 2 year fight to keep my own liver. I am so tired, tired of fighting. I never was a drinker and to have end stage cirrohsis, bring myself out from that, starting to get stronger and now to never be a smoker and be told I have a 85% chance of having lung cancer. what the heck? I went to Church With Val and Alan today and I know God only gives U what U can handle...but I would have Loved alittle break. I guess better me than someone else that is not as much of a fighter. My original question... Should I go and spend a nice quiet nite reflecting on myself or save what I have left and go home. I LOVE U ALL BUNCHES
Posted on: Sun, 04 Jan 2015 23:04:55 +0000
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